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Yoochun

2011-11-23T16:43:00.001+08:00

Well its a beautiful night,

We're looking for something dumb to do
Hey baby, I think I wanna marry you ~

2011-07-11T20:04:00.002+08:00

I hate what I'm feeling right now.

This is the reason why I never wanted to open my heart to anyone
in the first place because I know one day, I'm the one who will end up

hurting.

2011-07-11T01:39:00.001+08:00

"I know we broke up and all..."

"We didn't broke up, we didn't even started"

- no strings attached

sleep

2011-05-17T17:26:00.002+08:00

This is bad. Amidst of all the assignments, I'm about to fall asleep.

butt cramp

2011-02-14T14:37:00.002+08:00

Currently having butt cramp from sitting too long on the floor.
I'm in the library doing work basically because
I decided to skip LJ (because its a waste of my PRECIOUS time)
and also because doing work at home is a definite no-no for me.
Not a conducive environment for me to study, like seriously.

LJ is stupid. Why bring us to another centre when every centre have
almost the same thing. The only difference is the teachers and address!
Urgh. So much for the name LEARNING JOURNEY - I don't learn a thing

sicker

2011-01-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

Why won't people reply to my messages?

I put a lot of effort in writing down my thoughts in one tiny screen.

I guess, I'm just being emotional. Being sick, makes me emotional.

I keep getting sick; sicker to be exact.

Doc told me to get plenty of rest.

All I do is take my medicine and go back to sleep.

My head was spinning and my body felt weak.

It was hard enough to walk to the toilet on my own.

The alarm clock sounded like someone yelling right in my ear.

Definitely, one of those days where I go 'FML' silently

(Y)

2011-01-03T00:36:00.001+08:00

goodbye 2010

2010-12-31T17:46:00.003+08:00

2010 was definitely a year full of tears, happiness, excitement, disappointment, anger,
fury but most of all it was full of love.
I received never-ending love showered by my family and friends.
The beginning of the year was tough.
I suffered a lot in terms of health and battled them everyday all by myself.
I didn't win nor did I lose.
In times like this, what I need most was attention.
I received plenty and I am really thankful for that.
I'm blessed with a life that is full of wonderful people.

I'm going to bury all the conflicts, fights, silly arguments, negative thoughts
and everything else that have nothing to do with happiness, deep deep inside my
heart. Like I said, I dislike, I don't hate.

Let's begin 2011 with a positive and happy mindset!

#7yearsforTVXQ

2010-12-26T01:33:00.002+08:00

Always Keep The Faith!
I always do!
They will be back as FIVE ♥

Smiles and Laughter!
TVXQ are in two places at once!
♥

♥♥♥♥ x infinity
BROMANCE :D

Now, this is what I call, damn talented

Here's to 7 years,
U-know YunHo, Hero JaeJoong, Micky YooChun,
Xiah JunSu and Max ChangMin!
AKTF! ♥

merry christmas ^^

2010-12-24T20:26:00.004+08:00

To my Christian friends, Merry Christmas and to all,

Happy Holidays.

:D

foul mood

2010-12-21T21:13:00.002+08:00

____________________________________________________
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____________________________________________________!

Go figure

fill in the blank

2010-12-19T23:34:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, you can get really annoyed with one or two of your family members
that you feel like __________________!
But then again, you will still end up loving them at the end of the day.

Oh well... Just.... saying

Teehee

clique

2010-12-13T23:44:00.003+08:00

Being part of a clique- sense of belonging.
But, if you don't have the guts to stand up of for yourself,
you're just a plain downright loser.
I, for one, don't respect people who can't stand up for themselves,
one whom needs others to be their voice.
If you want to fight, be brave enough to go upfront, not be a pussy
and hide behind others.

By fight, I don't mean violence.

ANYWAY, JUST SAYING :D

HOLY

2010-12-10T12:47:00.000+08:00

in my defense, IT'S THE SEASON TO BE HOLY

Tralalalala la la la la

:D

♥ s

2010-12-01T16:16:00.000+08:00

moody

2010-11-26T00:56:00.002+08:00

my mood hasn't been good these past few days :(

bad, wrong OMG

2010-11-25T12:13:00.000+08:00

I made friends with the wrong group of people...

spasmmmmm

2010-11-21T22:24:00.002+08:00

*jumps around like a girl suffering from mental stress

can't wait for this. hu hu ^^

happy is better

2010-11-20T15:07:00.003+08:00

Being happy is better than being sad.

Shall post another Yoochun ♥ funny picture to cheer me up :)

and... I need motivation to do my assignments right now. lol

present

2010-11-20T01:14:00.002+08:00

Please get well soon, my dearest body.
I know you are all stressed up but please take care.

A picture to cheer you up!
HAHAHA ♥

(about to sneeze moment)

ps: totally excited! going to receive the photobook of Park Yoochun ♥ soon :D

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!

2010-11-17T21:51:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!
Above are edible oreo chocolates ^^

traumatic

2010-11-15T22:51:00.002+08:00

Today is one of those days when I go... "WHAT THE FISH"

Please bring me back to the past.
Walking down memory lane with bestfriends was blissful ♥

Our Park Yoochun ♥ is angry :(
Please smile, Oppa ! ♥

You, anti-fans better stay away from him! Grrrrrrr

assignment mood

2010-11-14T15:58:00.001+08:00

I'm in a do-your-assignment mood today.

bloody AWESOME

2010-11-13T22:08:00.002+08:00

I'm really truly sincerely am in a bloody AWESOME mood right now, NOT

my very best

2010-11-12T20:21:00.002+08:00

I'm trying my best at something that I have no interest at all.
At the end of the day, this is not just for me.
It's for the people that I love and treasure the most in this world.
And because of that, I have to make sure that I will succeed in the future.

L.O.V.E

2010-11-07T18:53:00.001+08:00

Saranghae Park Yoochun LOVE
Micky Yoochun LOVE

:(

2010-06-02T12:24:00.002+08:00

SAD :( and jealous. LOL
But he'll be on the telly often.
Dear Nichkhun, don't be too romantic with her HAHAHAH

Millions

2010-05-30T22:23:00.001+08:00

Of assignments

Love

2010-05-29T13:00:00.001+08:00

I would love to fly off to Paris
I would love to fly off to Korea
I would love to fly off to Japan
I would love to fly off to Venice
I would love to fly off to Germany

Dreams

2010-05-22T16:44:00.001+08:00

I'm 18 and I just realise that I have yet to find out what my dreams are and what I want to become in the future. I know being in early childhood means that i'm going to be a teacher in the future but I have always had the feeling that that's not what I was born to be. You know? Am I the only one who feels this way?

Tired

2010-05-19T14:50:00.001+08:00

I feel sick
No I am sick
K bye

GMAX

2010-05-16T23:18:00.001+08:00

This was before we took GMAX bungy.
Sadly, we didn't took one on the extreme swing :(
Overall: Crazy & Scary
Worth my $50!

Gmax

2010-05-15T15:28:00.001+08:00

Heading out with Rai and Dilah.
TO RIDE GMAX :D

Schoolwork

2010-05-11T09:49:00.001+08:00

Children

2010-05-10T20:23:00.001+08:00

I feel like a mother.
No, I feel old.
I changed diapers for 5 times today
I wash the children whom wet themselves, 6 times. I wiped children's muscus and did all sorts of routine care today. Today, is hectic and tiring because all 17 of them were present.

Oh yeah, I took playgroup. 1 to 2 years old. Adorable, cuddly and lots of attention is needed :D

ache

2010-05-07T23:50:00.002+08:00

My body is aching.
I feel so old.
I had to support my whole body with my hands before I sit or lie down.
It's been a long time since I've been this sick.
The horrible feeling is back again T.T

I realised Khun have a twitter account and he is very active in updating his status ^^
Should I do up an account too? ...

yum

2010-05-01T01:19:00.000+08:00

This looks delicious, it makes me want to cry.
I've been craving for waffle and ice-cream since last week :(

sleep

2010-04-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

I need sleep.
I need sleep, badly.

jay effect

2010-04-26T02:11:00.005+08:00

I hate Mondays and Sundays too.
Don't get me wrong, I don't hate my future attachment's kids,
but 10 hours is seriously too much.

Oh right, I realised, I have not blogged about my 18th and HMS camp.
Should blog about them soon.

Happy 23rd Jay Park <3

AND SERIOUSLY?!?!
Stupid hairstylist !

2PM comeback Nichkhun hairstyle(s)

2010-04-24T01:44:00.002+08:00

HOT AND SEXY.
This hairstyle suits him plus the colour is a-okay.

BUT SERIOUSLY?!?!

screw bella

2010-04-24T01:08:00.000+08:00

black

2010-04-07T17:29:00.002+08:00

I just realised that all my electronic stuffs are black.
My laptop, my handphone, my thumbdrive and now the itouch.
Laptop used to be red, but now it belongs to my sis.
AND I LIKE RED NOT BLACK!
Damn, I need colours in my life.

missed

2010-04-04T14:59:00.000+08:00

I cried today... not because I miss you... or even wanted you... but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without you.

...

2010-04-03T22:03:00.001+08:00

To rebond or not.
To trim or not.

HMS CAMP

2010-03-29T22:43:00.002+08:00

I was so looking forward for HMS camp since
Rai and I got chosen to be group leaders.
We thought we could choose our own partners because
that's what they did last year :(
I thought we could eat oreo at night and I could scare
Raihanah like paranormal activity. HAHA

earth hour

2010-03-27T21:23:00.003+08:00

I'm sitting in the dark right now.
Well, not exactly, I'm surfing the net now actually,
meaning I'm using my laptop so that means there's light.

Okay, but everything else is off :D

I've always wanted to say this.

ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK??

pretty boy challenge

2010-03-26T21:49:00.005+08:00

I was bored at home. (Vvvvvery)
I start to play computer games and
practically all of my friends knows that
I'm bad at it.

But I'm good at playing one game though

THE PRETTY BOY CHALLENGE

It was hard to choose!

Hard decision (Shinee's Onew or 2PM's Nichkhun)

Hard decision (DBSK's Micky Yoochun or Jaejoong)

Hard decision ( DBSK's Jaejoong or Yunho)

Hard decision (SS501's Hyunjoong or 2PM's Nichkhun)

HARDEST DECISION
DBSK's Jaejoong or 2PM's Nichkhun

Well, what can I say :)
Nichkhun: winner :D

HEH

mozilla firefox

2010-03-26T01:05:00.003+08:00

The reasons why I'm in love with Mozilla Firefox.
2PM, SHINEE, DBSK <3

DBSK

2010-03-21T03:19:00.002+08:00

addictive

kyaaa

2010-03-19T22:48:00.001+08:00

he's back!

2010-03-18T00:51:00.001+08:00

Jay Park is back :D

Glad he is :D

This will be my 16th time watching :p

2010-03-14T22:06:00.002+08:00

My holidays are depressing.

It just gives my family more opportunity to argue more.

It doesn't help much that I kept thinking that I'll most probably

be alone during my birthday with my bestfriends gone for camps and stuffs.

Also, I don't have any good role model siblings.

I kept arguing with my parents like how they do.

My cousins whom are working during the holidays makes things worst for

my relationship with my mom.

2010-03-12T19:30:00.001+08:00

Bowling names

2010-03-10T21:03:00.002+08:00

Went bowling yesterday with Superheroes :)
Ridiculous names, I know :D

Jay Park

2010-03-01T22:32:00.005+08:00

I'm in love with 2ONEDAY's new wallpaper :D

I wish the remaining six members would really feel this way :(

Never forget, Park Jaebeom!

2PM is no longer 2PM :(
I'm upset and disappointed.
But I'm still supporting Nichkhun,
he's the only one that didn't agreed to Jay's withdrawal
from 2PM.

I've been slacking at home lately.
Had diarrhea today :(
Okay bye!

I feel free

2010-02-20T01:01:00.003+08:00

I feel free!
Exam is over!
:D

theee reee

2010-02-14T17:55:00.001+08:00

There's three occasions today:

Valentine's Day

Lunar New Year

Parent's Anniversary

I need a

2010-02-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

listening ear

last day of attachment

2010-02-08T20:00:00.004+08:00

in year one . . .

Will definitely miss the children very much.
The first bunch of children that I taught.
The first bunch of children that called me "Teacher Afiqah"
Sigh... Need to get used to that

shinee is gone, gone

2010-01-31T15:33:00.006+08:00

SERIOUSLY I FEEL SO UPSET AND SAD AND REGRETFUL!

7AM IS NOT EARLY AT ALL!
THERE WERE ALREADY MORE THAN 1000 FANS AT 7AM
AND ONLY 1000 FANS WERE ALLOWED FOR FAN SIGNING.
MOST OF THEM WERE THERE BY 1AM AND THEY WERE AT
MCDONALDS WAITING. MEANING, THEY OVERNIGHT THERE!
SERIOUSLY, I GAVE UP AND WENT BACK TO SLEEP.
I CRIED W/O TEARS EVERY FEW MINUTES.
MY ONEW, MY MINHO, MY TAEMIN, MY KEY AND MY JONGHYUN!!
THERE GOES MY SHINEE

AND YOU KNOW WHAT I'M DOING RIGHT NOW!
I'M DOING MY LESSON PLAN MM 1 EVALUATIONS RIGHT NOW!
CAN MY LIFE GET ANY MORE FUCKING BORING!
I'M PISSED AND UPSET.

TRUST ME!
THE NEXT TIME, ANOTHER FAVOURITE KPOP BAND OF MINE COMING TO SINGAPORE,
I'LL BE SURE TO OVERNIGHT THERE
I'LL BRING A TENT, A PILLOW AND FOOD.

SHINEE!

2010-01-29T18:51:00.003+08:00

SHINEE is coming to Singapore!
Going to see them at lot 1 this Sunday!
It's just 5 minutes away from my house :D

2010-01-24T02:16:00.002+08:00

DON'T KILL ME

with you

2010-01-18T20:51:00.002+08:00

I was shocked when I heard Dad's ringtone, Chris Brown - with you.

Awesome or what. Lol.

I've already started bugging my parents & sister on what I want for my 18th.

HEHE.

THE BIG 10

2009-12-31T19:46:00.005+08:00

Last post of 2009.

The year has come to an end with just a blink of an eye.

Yes, that fast. Well... to me of course.

How can I not forget 2009?

I collected my O level results early this year.

Got posted to Ngee Ann Polytechnic, Diploma in Early Childhood.

Michael Jackson died.

Park Jaebeom of 2PM left.

I lost things that were really valuable.

Watch the most terrifying horror show ever.

You know what?

I need a break. I've been spending my holidays trying to catch up on sleep

which I actually don't need catching up on.

I've been doing assignments, after assignments during the holidays.

Left with a little bit more though.

I NEED TO GO OUT.

SPENT MORE TIME OUTDOORS!

Happy New Year :D

Dad's 51st

2009-12-30T18:04:00.001+08:00

Mom bought Secret Recipe's Chocolate Indulgence for Dad's 51st.

Heavenly Cake <3

18th

2009-12-19T19:33:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th Carina Nu-er! :D

PROCRASTINATE

2009-12-14T20:08:00.004+08:00

I have to stop PROCRASTINATING.

ULCER

2009-12-08T19:41:00.002+08:00

Two freaking enormous ulcer.

It hurts badly.

I gulp down 1.5ml of mineral water immediately

after I saw one visible ulcer.

IT STILL HURTS

2009-12-07T11:07:00.000+08:00

and yes it 11.07 now.

I need to get ready for school/CD test.

Crap

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL

2009-12-02T20:07:00.002+08:00

This time, I really feel like giving up.

Bored

2009-12-01T00:42:00.003+08:00

LOL

Out of all the 300 photos I have of him.

I think I like this the best.

Heh heh. I don't think so. I said that to all his pictures :D

Pressure, Stress

2009-11-26T21:08:00.002+08:00

Stress, pressure, exhausted and mentally tired.

Be it lesson plan implementation, individual assignments or group project,

I'm tired, I want to shout and cry.

WHO SAYS POLY LIFE IS SLACK?!

I swear I'll rather study A-maths, science or go through O level again.

SERIOUSLYYY

2009-11-25T20:24:00.002+08:00

I am feeling the pressure of assignments, seriously.

When I'm stress, I eat.

I eat when I'm stress.

poison ivy

2009-11-24T11:36:00.005+08:00

Fuck you Ivy.

You had a sex scandal before your second debut.

You tried to debut your new song, "touch me", wore a freaking

low cut shirt, revealing your cleavage and had a

slutty almost porno performance with Nichkhun

whom HAD an innocent sweet prince personality.

How can Nichkhun not control himself when slutty Ivy is on top of him with

two freakishly boobs right in front of his eyes.

Fuck you.

No wonder Hottests are screwing with your life.

If I were in Korea right now, I would have hunt you down!

Even the last year's performance with Big Bang's T.O.P and Hyori

didn't cause up a buzz among the Korean fans.

This is what you get for messing with an Idol with a huge fanbase.

I know I'm being unreasonable because Ivy would never read this

but who cares, I would rather write my thoughts here than bottled them up.

Oh ya for those whom have no idea what I was writing

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/ivy_shuts_down_her_cyworld_after_harsh_comments_from_hottests/

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/nickhun_bulge_incident_with_ivy_at_mama/

It hurts

2009-11-23T21:44:00.003+08:00

You know it's wrong yet you still do it to hurt me.

You know I don't like it when you hurt me yet you still do it.

You know it hurts me but yet you still do it.

wide awake

2009-11-23T07:55:00.002+08:00

I'm wide awake!

It's 8am right now, it's sure a rare thing to see me wide awake

at such time WITHOUT being cranky.

jay

2009-11-22T00:37:00.003+08:00

congrats 2pm! you guys deserve it!

jay, come back :(

SARANGHAE 2PM!

2PM HWAITING!!

2009-11-19T21:33:00.000+08:00

I feel so :(

Nichkhun <3

fresh graduates

2009-11-19T15:20:00.005+08:00

At NP library, waiting for Rai.

Just ended project meeting with Gabby.

Managed to finish the book review and e-learning.

Was deciding whether to sneak in or not to sneak in for Hop Night.

Fickle-minded, yes I know.

Felt like dancing and going crazy a week ago but not anymore.

Like I said in the previous post, things have been wretchedly bad for me of late.

Met Dilah at convention centre and thought about how easy it was to sneak

in and disguised as a fresh graduate from secondary school, when suddenly

a familiar face, a senior in NP, the person who hosted Red Camp last year,

walked towards me, smiled and said hi.

I guessed he must have known what my intention was...

Hah, so much for wanting to be a fresh graduate.

Saw him a few times in the bus, on the way to school.

Urgh.

Anyway, was at ourspace for project discussion.

Couldn't concentrate much, Red Campers was cheering away.

My stomach is growling.

Be patient, you'll get your food later.

face it

2009-11-17T12:45:00.005+08:00

Everything have been wretchedly bad for me lately.
But I know, everything is going to be alright, soon.
This is just a test from Allah.
Though I do not want to accept it, I have to face it.

On top of that, watched movie with bestfriends on Saturday.
Paranormal Activity.
That movie is by far the scariest horror movie I have seen.
Though there isn't any ghost around or anything, there was
like a so-called "invincible demon"
I was screaming away, covering my ears, eyes and everything possible.
The oh-so brave Raihanah would have always said "alah not scared uh" to
every horror movie she have seen but this time, she was totally freaked out.
HEH HEH HEH.

I'll end here for now.
Will update with pictures soon.

T.T

2009-11-09T19:28:00.004+08:00

MUAHAHAHA

It'll be PERFECT if Jay was there.

Anyhoos, MY NICHKHUN is super hot :D

Those girls were super lucky! T.T

2009-11-08T19:17:00.001+08:00

I've been typing away since 2pm.

Busy doing assignment.

URGH.

Hate this feeling.

irritants

2009-11-01T20:02:00.003+08:00

parents, too can be irritating, annoying and despicable.

It's definitely fucking unfair when you get blamed for everything when they're not in the mood.

Whatever.

And they say, adults are suppose to be wiser.

Ya right.

boys

2009-10-31T16:17:00.002+08:00

FY

2009-10-28T20:51:00.003+08:00

I swear I'm going to burst into my own self soon.

FYI, I used to have bad temper.

Don't test my patience.

pictures

2009-10-26T21:07:00.005+08:00

It's about time to update :)
There's more pictures to come but I'll just take those
that I look good in or rather the ones that I don't look bad in.

and lastly...
a picture of myself.

lol.

Monday blues

2009-10-19T23:11:00.002+08:00

I wanted to wear black today but decided on blue

since it's a monday.

Get it? Monday Blues?

...

I'm dragging myself to school again tomorrow.

I'm eating less these past few days and will continue to do so

in the next few days.

Why?

During the hols, I've been eating too much good food.

So, don't ask so much when I eat less than usual.

2009-10-13T18:34:00.002+08:00

Staring at laptop screen.

Blink Blink Blink.

My wisdom tooth's gum is swollen.

It is freaking painful to the extend that swallowing my own saliva feels

like giving birth to a child.

Okay, exaggerating, hee.

I love this song in Grease.

Don't you think the guy singing is cute/charming

Okay, I must be crazy.

He must be like what 80+ this year?

not looking forward

2009-10-09T16:18:00.002+08:00

10 more days to the start of Sem 2.

Honestly, I'm not excited and so not looking forward to it.

I wish holidays will extend up to next month, or better, next year.

2 months of holidays feels so short, very short.

I'm not looking forward to learning new stuffs about children.

In fact, I'm not sure whether I belong to this industry.

Urgh, I've been having that feeling ever since the start of attachment.

The feeling of regret.

Yes, the children are adorable and it is enjoyable to teach them and stuff

but I have a feeling that I wasn't born to do this.

I myself know that I'm not really suited for this job.

Oh well,I just have to find a way to be better at this and at the same time

make myself feel better.

Till then

dust bunnies

2009-10-07T19:49:00.002+08:00

ABANDONED.

Well hello dust bunnies.

Will update tomorrow.

Promise.

Hari Raya

2009-09-23T16:52:00.002+08:00

I know it's a little late but who cares.
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin.
Kalau ada terkasar bahasa atau pernah tersinggung hati sesiapa,
maafkan lah Afiqah :D
To err is human.

Will upload the pictures on facebook at night
and will update blog at night too.
K bye.

7-1=0

2009-09-18T01:29:00.004+08:00

JYP just realease a breaking news.

Sigh.

It will never be the same, ever.

Hottest, we can't do anything anymore since

this is what Jaebeom wants and I think it might be the best

for the remaining six too.

Hottest, let's continue praying for Jay and 2pm.

Junsu, Nichkhun, Taeckyeon, Junho, Wooyoung and Chansung,

hottest will always be there for you.

Sigh T.T

Vampire Diaries

2009-09-15T02:18:00.002+08:00

OMG! It's out! YAY YAY :D

Squeal in excitement

2009-09-14T00:30:00.002+08:00

Can't wait! :D
and I can't wait to watch Phobia 2.
Sis, treat me okay :D

I've been better

2009-09-13T22:14:00.001+08:00

You asked whether I'm feeling alright.
I answered you and said, I've been better.

2PM

2009-09-13T02:11:00.002+08:00

Jaebom quitted 2PM :'(
It is not his fault!
It was the past and should have stayed that way.
Stupid netizens don't have a heart and they should die!
It breaks my heart to think that Jay is suffering all alone in Seattle
and the other members are also suffering because they lost a friend,
hyung and a leader.
2PM is never the same without him.
7-1 = 0

I followed their music, from 10 out of 10 to I hate you.
Watched their shows from hot blood to wild bunny.
Jay will come back, he will!

September 11

2009-09-11T01:45:00.005+08:00

Happy 17th Raihanah Bte Abdul Salim!
I can't seem to choose the perfect picture of you for this post.
I wanted to post a candid one but I know you will literally kill me for it.
So, I made a little something - something.

Happy Birthday Bestfriend!
May you always make sillycrazynotfunnysometimes jokes to
crack me up.
Ten years and counting.
Don't make me go crazy.

work

2009-09-08T11:53:00.006+08:00

I'm here to rant.

It's all about work, work , work!
FML.

My very first job experience was HELL.
It was torture.
I had nightmares after the incident.
I cried a lot, my body ached and I was mentally unstable.
It left a great impact on me that I think I have phobia of working.
Yes, it's that bad.

and the worst thing about it is
YOU don't even give a damn about it.

Finding a job is hard.
To do well in a job is harder especially when your co-workers ~~act~~ is a bitch.
It is definitely harder when you have to use both brains and your physical strength
to do the job well especially during the fasting month.

I've cried in school because of stress, PLENTY OF TIMES.
Bad results, friends problems, being scolded, councillor stuffs etc.
BUT, it is nothing compared to this.
I have never felt so weak before.
So weak that I can't even think properly.
I even took the wrong MRT because I did not have the strength to think.

I'll rather suffer alone although that experience was too much for me to handle.
And by repeating and asking me about it doesn't help at all.
Yes I know, working life is different from school life and at times you feel like
giving up.
Those who knows me, know that I will not give up that easily but in this case,
I HAD TO.

YOU always told me not to overwork myself or don't push myself too much,
but you took your words back and instead, YOU push me too hard.

W995

2009-09-05T21:38:00.001+08:00

Thanks mom & dad <3

NICHKHUN

2009-09-04T19:53:00.003+08:00

Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul!
I wonder why Thai guys are just so cute and hot.
This one, is a plus.
He speaks english, korean, thai, can dance, sing,
very pretty and lots more.
Come to singapore oppa :D

Feast your eyes, girls.